Why do I feel alone... All alone?
Day by day passes by..
Questioning why does it fly?
Tears pour and drench my heart and freeze my soul
Making my forever cold
I love the sky and praise its warmth
But I'm empty so empty
I don't feel like I should
I don't feel like I could..
What makes me this way?
Pain? Love? Loneliness?
Who knows if I don't know myself
I sit in my cell looking out into the world..
Could they love me? Can they see me?
Will I ever stop hating myself...
Will someone love me...
How could they when I shut them out...
My pain only comes from me...
No one can stop it, but me...
But how do I stop it?
Why don't I stop it? I can't stop it...
I deserve it..
I hate myself
Why would I even post this? Who knows but to those of you that read it I guess you may see me differently? or you may not... Have a great day and mind me or don't mind me I guess... I just want to share some of my true feelings that I've been hiding I'll also be posting the rest of my poetry.
I hope some of you will enjoy and maybe even feel touched by it who knows...